My sunshine

Dear My Babyluv,

This song is for you:

You are my sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy

When stars are gray

You never know Dear

How much I love you

Please don't take 

My sunshine away

That's for you Babyluv..

I love you so much..

Love,

Your mother 

I love you My Babyluv...

❤️❤️❤️❤️

Dad is sick

Dear My Babyluv,

How is my adorable Babyluv? 

Hope u enjoyed the French fries and Mcflurry earlier Bavyluv.. Hehe

That's from Mcdonalds Babyluv... 

I promise you'll have a lot when your out.. ❤️❤️❤️

Anyway, I'm so sad today! 

Your father has fever.. He is very tired I know.. From Malaysia then straight to work, then he cooks for me..

Poor Daddy.. 

So I will get up at 2 am later to make sure he drinks his medicine.. 

So sorry Babyluv if ill wake u up later ok..

For now, you sleep now..

I love you so much Babyluv..

Love, 

Your Mother

❤️❤️❤️

Dear My Babyluv,

Your father is so back and I'm the happiest.. I'm sure you're so happy too Babyluv..

He is back and so is the strict police..

He doesn't allow me to the anything .

And gone are the happy days Babyluv..

We are back to vege diet now. Hehe

I also like it because then I can feed you healthy food Babyluv..

I love your father and I love you too..

Love,

Your mother 

Daddy's coming home!

Dear My Babyluv,

Your father is finally coming home!

Of course, he would have been home 12 hours ago if he didn't miss his flight! 

Haha

You heard it right Babyluv..

He did miss his flight..

Nevertheless,we will sleep with him tonight.. 

I'm as excited as you..

I love you my Babyluv..

Love,

Your mother

Lolo's birthday

Dear My Babyluv,

Today is your Lolo's birthday.

His name is Lolo Romy and he's my dad

He is the best dad ever Babyluv..

He is very strict, protective and cool..

He loves us so much..

And we love him too..

Even your father loves him very much..

But I'd better watch out..

He's a great spoiler.. Haha

I'm sure he will adore you like crazy like how he is with your cousins.. 

I'm so excited for you to meet home Babyluv and all the wonderful members of our family..

I want you to love your Father the way I have loved your LoLo Romy, ok Babyluv..

Love you,

Your mother 

❤️❤️❤️

Dear My Babyluv,

I miss you so much..

I love you very much, my love..

Love,

Your mother 

My star

Dear My Babyluv,

Hows my baby today? 

I miss you Babyluv..

Sorry if your mother is quite buzy at work.

It's our fiscal year end Babyluv that's why we are just too buzy..

But I still think of you.. 

Your father called.. He miss us both..

Can't wait for him to be back this Saturday Babyluv...

Yesterday when I was at the clinic, he panicked and was so tensed.. He kept on calling me, and called your Tito Rober and Tita Neli..

Poor guy.. He must have been so worried ..

But her was so happy to see you. 

I sent your sonogram photo Babyluv..

And like me, he was the happiest guy alive yesterday..

I must have been too excite to see you that I didn't get sleep the past 2 days..

So hitting the bed early tonight hoping to get my 8 hours sleep..

So good nyt Babyluv..

I love you so much...

Love,

Your Mother

Babyluv bablyluv babyluv

Dear My Babyluv,

You made me the happiest person alive today Babyluv..

I love you sooooo sooo much...

I cried when I saw you..

Especially when I heard the strong heartbeat..., Oh my gosh, I melted!!! 

Babyluv, you are the cutest..

At 7 weeks, you are like a beanstalk..

My cute beanstalk..

I love you Babyluv, you never failed to amaze me.. 

I love you so much..

Love,

Your proud mother

Babyluv

Dear My Babyluv,

This is it..

I am on my way to the clinic now.

I love you so much..

I'll see you in a while..

Love,

Your mother

Rain

Dear My Babyluv,

Good morning good morning my star!!

How are you today?

It Rained last night..

Some said it hailed.. 

But whatever, makes me miss your father more..

I've been mostly in bed.. 

Relaxing.. Getting up only to eat.. 

And now, got to get up again because I'm hungry.. Is this me or is this you Babyluv? 😍😍

I love you my Babyluv..

Love,

Your mother

Lift

Dear My Babyluv,

How are you my cute Babyluv?

I love u..

Your mother's experience today is crazy..

Because your father is out of town, I hitched a ride home either with Tita Arlyn or Tita Joy.. Whoever goes home first..

But March, being then busiest month work wise, they always leave late.

Around past nine, we were supposed to go home when the elevator stopped working! 

Holy Crap!

That means Babyluv, I have to walk 14 floors down.. 

Oh no no no no..

That's not safe for you Babyluv..

So we have to wait, wait, wait till they finally gave up..

Sir Ems told the guard there is a preggo on 11th floor.. 

Umm that's me!!

So the security personnel has to use to fireman's lift to fetch us..

Haha 

So that's my story today Babyluv..

Double tired!! 

I love you my Babyluv.

Love,

Your mother

Hated beef burger

Dear My Babyluv,

I love you Babyluv..

Hope you're enjoying inside my small tummy.. 

You must have not liked the 3 small bites of burger I asked from Tita Meggy? Because I hurried home just to vomit everything.. geez I controlled my self from vomitting in Tita Joy's car Babyluv..

So never beef burger again...

And pizza..

So I'm happy to know ur a healthy buff like your father Babyluv.. I will really try to eat healthy for you.. 

I wish your father is here to make me healthy food.. I really miss him..

Anyway, I love you Babyluv so much..

Let's sleep now ok..

Love,

Your mother 

Missing someone

Dear My Babyluv,

Your father is already in Malaysia..

Thank God Babyluv, he reached safe and sound..

So that leaves us 2 alone..

I miss him.. Do you? 

I really miss your father so much.

I'f I'm tired, like today, he is there to make sure I'm ok.. Well...

I love you Babyluv..

How are you today? 

Did you hear your Father earlier when he touched you in my tummy and said..

"I love you Baby love"..

I felt so kilig for both of you..

I felt like crying..

Last night was the very first time In 3 years I have seen him praying..

I'm sure he is praying for you Babyluv..

He loves you so so much..

He is sad he would not be able to see you on 17th.. 

But I told him not to worry because Babyluv loves him too .. Right?

I love you Babyluv..

Love,

Your mother

Packing

Dear My Babyluv,

How's your day today? 

I love u so much...

Vomitting continues for me. But luckily,

your Tito Qayyum, your mother's partner at work, gave me a sun dried lemon available only in India..

It tastes weird but effective..

So it really helped me Babyluv..

Tonight, I'm packing your fathers stuff.

He is flying to Malaysia for 2 weeks..

I know, I know , you'll miss him.

I'll miss him too terribly Babyluv..

But this is work. And we have to support him ok.. We are your father's number 1 supporter, like we are to you Babyluv..

So for 2 weeks, we only have each other so you behave ok! Especially on 17th..

You have to let your mother see you. 

Or you can not imagine her crying and wandering in Dubai Mall alone..

I love you Babyluv..

Love,

Your mother

Morning Sickness

Is an understatement.

I vomit from dusk till dawn..

Seriously, bit difficult in the office.. 

And worse, I get to eat less. As eating less helps, according to Mr Google..

Anyway, as long as this is for Babyluv..

Hit me hard but I will never give up..

HCG level is increasing!

Dear My Babyluv, 

That's some good news, isn't it??

My HCG level has gone to a whooping 49,500.. Wow! It means Babyluv, that the pregnancy is progressing..

Now, it's really up to you to show yourself. And save your mother a mild heart attack ok.. 

I love you Babyluv.. Sooooooo soooooo sooooo much.. 

Love, 

Your mother 

The pampering continues

Dear My Babyluv, 

The pampering continued today and the resting too.. Attending 2 bday parties were cancelled..  

Oh Babyluv, you should see how hardworking you father and your Tito Robert is..

They are cleaning the house today.

That used to be my weekend thing, but because they want both of us to rest, I'm just sitting pretty here while you, you're job little blip is to show yourself to the world. Ok. You can take your time. But you have to show yourself soon ok.. Or I will die . joke..!! 

I love you Babyluv.. So much..

Love,

Your Mother

Babied

Dear My Babyluv, 

Your father has gone overboard today.. 

He babied me in every possible way.. 

Well the only privacy I had is when I need to use the bathroom, otherwise it's all on his control.. 

He must have been scared as well... To loose you Babyluv...bec he loves you more than you can imagine.. 

Most of the day I'm just in bed.. 

So this is bed rest..

I am really lucky to have your father.. 

You are so lucky..

We are so lucky, he is taking care of us even if he has a fever Babyluv.. 

And we should be grateful..

When you re out in the real world, you should always say "thank you" Babyluv, to all the people who has done you even the littlest of things.. 

I will make sure you do that ok..

Hang in there.

I love you so much..

Love,

Your mother

Week 7

Today is my Week 7 in full based on LMP.

But based on my precise calculation, I'm just 4 weeks + 4 days..

Of course, I would know when we did it right.. Anyway Science is weird..

Yesterday was a sad sad day for us..

So today I'm in complete bed rest.. (Checked work emails from time to time)

Then we continue to monitor the bleeding...

It has lessen in the morning and I hope it will continue. 

I seriously limit the peeing, because for the first time in my life, I am scared of blood.. 

Or what the blood means..

I trust all this to the Almighty.. 

Thankful for everyone who prayed...

Babyluv will be here soon, I promise.. ❤️❤️❤️

Foggy day

Dear My Babyluv,

I love you.. ❤️❤️

Today is a foggy day.. 

It must be the change of weather Babyluv.. 

I can't wait to show you the world Babyluv.. The world is going to be so lucky and beautiful with you around.. 

But you have to be here to see it through.. 

And of course you will, I'll see you on 17th Babyluv.. 

I love you so much..

Love, 

Your mother

Pls stop stop stop

The bleeding...😢😢

Love letter

Dear My Babyluv,

I love you so much.. Pls remember that..

I went to see the doctor today for my first ever ultrasound. They did a transvaginal ultrasound Babyluv. It's like a Doppler, like a wand, then they've put it inside me. It was a bit uncomfortable but ok.. 

The doctor saw the gestational sac and the yolk, but no baby. They did not see you Babyluv..

Funny, because I've been waiting for this day to finally see you, but no.. 

Worse, I was and still bleeding Babyluv..

The doctor is a bit worried. I am too..

Ok. I am sooo worried that when we got out of the clinic I broke down.. Good thing your father was there.. 

I'm so sorry Babyluv, I should be the 1st person to hope, to be brave and to believe in you. I do, but I just can't imagine loosing someone that I love so much.. That's you Babyluv.. 

But I'm sure you're there.. I'll give you more time, and I'm sure I'll see you very soon.. Pls hang in there Babyluv ok...

They did another blood test to check my HCG level.. And they ask me to come back on 19th..

I will see you there Babyluv..

As what your father told me while I was crying non-stop..,, "Have faith"..

And I have faith in you...

I love you Babyluv..

Love,

Your Mother

W0W!

Turning week 7 is a wow!

Frequent trips to the bathroom..

Nausea every now and then..

Sleeps everytime the eyes get the chance...

And I have to repeat. Vomitting is vomitting..

No I'm not complaining..

We will rock!! ❤️❤️❤️