My Promise...

Dear My Babyluv,

Hows my sweetheart today? 

Well your getting bigger are you, 

My bump is becoming bigger Babyluv..

And I love it...

You know, sometimes I think why

All of these are happening to us....

But then the answer doesn't matter anyway.. 

I, as your mother, promise you...

That I'm not going to stop fighting,

Until your heart stops beating..

We are in this together Babyluv...

Sorry if my trust and faith waivered, 

Believe me, I care for your best interest.. 

What I failed to see, is your will

To survive...

And I'm gonna do just as that..

I love you Babyluv...

So much...

Love, 

You're mother

Tita Lany's bday

Dear My Babyluv,

Hope your doing well my Babyluv..

I love you so much...

Today is your Tita Lany's birthday..

Tita lany is my only sister Babyluv...

I love her so much...

She is a bit weird but has a wonderful heart..

She so wants to meet you..

In fact, they are flying to Dubai in January to see you...

She is based in US so she's quite far from us...

I love you Babyluv so much..

I'm trying to live each day thinking you will be ok..

You will be ok Babyluv..

I love you so much..

Love,

Your mother 

Girl

Just to let you know....

Your father and I think your a Girl, Babyluv... 

We love you

Hurt, Sad, Hopeful, Very proud

Dear My Babyluv,

Hows my baby doing? 

U hope ur doing well inside Babyluv..

It's been 3 days since we had a check with our OB.

I saw you Babyluv, and I'm very happy..

However, your condition has worsened..

The edema- the swelling has doubled, and the Pleural Effusion- the excess fluid they saw in your lungs before is now everywhere..

Especially your brain Babyluv..

As per the medical team, there is no hope... 

To hear that Babyluv, makes me want to die..  It was your father who was very strong for the both of us.. 

I couldn't answer all the questions of the doctor, and it was your father who answers for me..

In so glad he is there Babyluv, or I wouldn't be able to make it alone..

The amazing part Babyluv amongst all this is your very strong heartbeat...

The sonographer was so amazed with how strong you are Babyluv..

Babies in the same situation as you would have had gone by now..

But you are one very strong baby..

And I am very proud of you...

Your father and I are very very proud of you..

You are the sunshine amidst all these... 

In a month, we go back to the doctor and if your condition has not improved, we have to make a decision Babyluv..

This will be the most difficult decision we will ever do... 

And I fear that day..

Oh Babyluv, sometimes I wonder why all of these are happening to us..

I just wanted a simple and complete and normal family..

I've been wishing that for 3 years...

Our Lord is good.. And I'm sure he has plans for us..

We will never doubt his plans Babyluv...

Whatever the decision will be, please always remember that we love you very very very much.. 

I love you my Babyluv...

Love,

Your mother

💞💞

I miss you Babyluv... 

I love you so so so so so much...

Mothers Day!!

Dear My Babyluv,

The world celebrates Mother's Day today..

I want to thank you Babyluv for giving me the opportunity to be a mom and for choosing me to be your mom..

I will not fail you and I promise to take care of you and be the best mom for you...

I love you Babyluv..

I feel you today.. A lot..

Sometimes I fear the stab-pain..

But I think it's just you making me feel that you love me..

I love you my Babyluv..

Love,

Your mother 

Mom's sick

Dear My Babyluv,

Hows my baby?? 

I'm so proud of you my Babyluv..

I know things have been difficult but you have been so strong..

I love you Babyluv..

Now it's my turn to be strong.

I'm down with flu, colds and fever..

I can't and don't want to take any medicine Babyluv, because it may harm you in any way..

I don't want that..

So I'm on water therapy, soup and herbal power.

Your father has been very caring, as always.. He really is taking care of us.

I'm so proud of him too Babyluv..

I must have really done something good in this world to deserve the best husband and the bravest and cutest Babyluv ever..

I love you Babyluv..

Hang in there for me ok..

I love you so much..

Love,

Your mother 

Babyluv

Dear My Babyluv, 

How are you? I've missed writing you my love...

I've had a very bad migraine since Saturday, that we today I was absent at work.. Your father too...

But now I am fine..

How are you my Babyluv? 

We survive last week...

I am confident we will be able to surpass these trials Babyluv because you are a very strong strong strong Baby..

I am very very very proud of you.. 

I love you...

Love, 

Your mother 

Star Gazing

Dear My Babyluv,

It is so relaxing here.

We are star gazing by the beach.

And we always talk about you..

How you would run here and there..

Jump here and there..

Hehe you will be the cutest ever my Babyluv...

I live for you..

I love you so much..

Love.

Your mother 

Outing outing

Dear My Babyluv,

Your father and I decided that we need a holiday.. Just the 3 of us..

So we booked a 2 night stay in the luxurious Dubai Marine Beach Resort...

I love family time like this Babyluv..

I can't wait to take you to the beach once ur out..

Since it's still too hot I can't dip in the waters.. Not good for you.

But your father is already enjoying in the pristine water..

Love you My Babyluv..

Your mother